Today was a good type day, mostly. But it's been rather messed up since evening. Down with fever and have a hugeee load of pending work! Anddd to top that off, am feeling bugged and irritated! Not helping much.
Everything feels just so. . . ridiculous right now! Unreal and not-quite-there! Wish I could go for a movie, or a drive or something like that. Usually helps!
Listening to this song 'we're all made of stars'. Sorta calming effect actually, but possibly not enough.
Today, everything feels like it's been turned upside down. Invariably, everything I hold close to my heart seem to be the very things I want to push away from myself right now. Somehow, everything I believe in seems to be falling apart right now. Everything that really matters to me is edging away from me and my life as I know it.
Something tells me that I either have to change utterly and completely, or be content to live a life that I do not even want tyo live!
Love seems like just a concept right now, and a ridiculous one at that! And the fact that this thought is there in my mind, is the most ridiculous thing of all!
Damn, I should just go and take medicine and sleep. Before my world shreds itself apart and I'm left to build myself alone. Damn this fever, I think I'll go delirious soon!
Damn, I should just go and take medicine and sleep. Before my world shreds itself apart and I'm left to build myself alone. Damn this fever, I think I'll go delirious soon!
I feel like I'm on a road to nowhere, and I don't really like this thought right now.
P.S. I know this is just a phase and that I'll probably be back to my usual, positive, and happy self by tomorrow! :D
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