Everything's changinggg!
Feeling hysterically giggly and depressingly woeful right now!
I'm gonna change everything. . everything!
My room, my thoughts, my way of working, my academic scene, my targets vs. achieved. . . EVERYTHING!
And I'm NOT gonna give up any dream of mine for another! I'm just gonna go ahead and do it!
I am gonna go for exchange summit, no matter what!
I am gonna go well in my exam, no matter what!
I am gonna achieve all my targets, an then some.. . no matter what!
I am gonna do whatever I can to make my member's experiences better, no matter what it takes!
I am gonna make sure my scene with my family gets better, it's a priority, no matter what!
So yeah, these are just a few of the things that I want to achieve by the end of this year . ..
It's time to step up and change the way things have been.. . coz they haven't been done in the best possible way.
So yeah, even though the world seems to be a bit cold right now (or is that just coz of the fever?) I can see sunlight. .. or feel that it exists somewhere and it's coming! :D
I feel like I'm freed from desire and am inspired to achieve. . everything! Even if it takes 24 hours of wakefulness each day! Uhh. . . no, woh ho nahi payega. . overwork decreases efficiency na! ;) ;)
So yeah, here I am. . . changing everything. Coz that's what I need to do. And because of that, certain decisions seem to have gone on hold as well!
Oh well, life's like that sometimes! You know you're gonna do it coz you can, should, must, have to do it!
A certain something seems solid and strong as a rock seems to protect me from the world right now. . and a certain something makes me feel more vulnerable than I ever have been before!
I feel so small in this world, yet I feel I can change so much!
Something inside me wants this change. . . yet something is terrified to go through with it!
Oh well.. . . like they say. . ‘do one thing everyday that scares you’. I guess it’s time to go beyond that ‘one thing’.
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