Let go. Change. Goodbye.

I love you too much to hold on to this anymore. I'm letting it go, right here, right now.
It's not going to be easy, and perhaps it's going to take a lot of time. Till then I'll stay content with not letting it show that I still care.

And not just you, today I am letting go and cutting away everything familiar, everything known and comfortable. I don't like who I've become, I don't trust this someone I'm turning into. I don't care who I'm going to be from today onward, but it most certainly won't be the current me.

I'll miss the me that exists in this time and space, but it's time to let go of her. To let go of almost everything she holds dear and everyone she loves.

I know I have to change, because life will not go on this way. But I want you, specially, to know that you have been loved.
And the rest of the people too. Perhaps our paths will cross again once I am somebody else. I hope you recognize me and still care, because in a small locked up part of my heart, you will all be there.

It's time for a goodbye, and a time to change. Forever. May you never know who I really am nor what I am thinking right now.

Perhaps we shall meet again someday, and it would be just like the old days. Perhaps I shall be strong enough to be who I once used to be. But until then, goodbye.