It's a strange time. A very strange time. I'm really not sure of who I am, and where I'm heading. Someone asked me what my fears are right now, generally in life. And I knew that even though I would not usually admit it to myself, my fear is that I shall not be the best of who I can be, and be able to support my parents. It's not a fear as such, and I'm not attracting it into my life, but it is something that I am concerned about.
Perhaps it's got something to do with turning 21, because I was never like this before. So family-ish and wanting to do more for the family. Or maybe I was always like this, but got used to being a weird temperamental teenager for a while.
I want to spend each and every moment with my family, every single day. I don't want to miss out even a moment. It's true, and I'm not quite sure how to deal with it.
I remember life a year ago, 2 years ago, 4 years ago. . . and it was never like this, never so strong.
Like the quote said "If you want world peace, go home and love your family". And I do.
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