Disjointed bits of thought in the past few weeks:
Weird, ironic question: Why would ANYONE want to fall out of love if it's the most amazing feeling in the world?
Unsure if I'm in love with you, or the idea of you, or the idea of being in love with you.
Love you now and forever, in some way or the other. . . :)
Belligerent, mean and not a part of the world as you know it. That's me. Sometimes. But that's not quite so bad, and definitely not all the time. ;)
Okay with being single. Happy, even. But I miss the way the world starts so seem beautiful because of another person. And the feeling of love. Who wouldn't?
Things are changing. Nightmares continue to make me feel scared after I wake up. And anger doesn't dissolve as quickly as it used to. Turns the world upside down and churns it into a weird twisted mixture before it goes away. Natural for most people I suppose (cmonn, nightmares leave u scared, right?) but not me. . . Feels very very weird.
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