So, life is a bit complicated just now.
And full of things that I can't do much about, at least not now, and ones which I should do nothing about too.
So I'm chilling, blocking out the parts that cause too much topsy turviness in my otherwise placid/stagnant world. And occasionally in denial. Okay, quite often in denial.
I wonder. . . if u are really good at persuading yourself for anything, then does it mean that your convincing skills are good or that you're so gullible that you'll fall for whatever anyone says?? :S
Either way, seems like I'm wasting a lot in my life right now, and not doing the best I can. And the worst part is that this fact doesn't peturb me (told u I was in denial right? Perhaps a touch of insanity as well).
I'm doing some things better than I was, and messing up some totally.
And that's ok, right? Yeah. . it's ok.
Life is just so different now. . . I'm me. An individual. Nothing more, nothing less. And that feels just so weird!
Nothing really makes much sense anyway. One part of me accepts the truth and is completely okay with it, and one part is in complete denial and trying it's hardest to convince me otherwise. . .
Oh well, it's just a transitionary period and eventually life will start throwing more challenges again. :)
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