Y'know, that's the thing about nosalgia. You can indulge in it once in a while, and it's ok as long as you don't let it become your present. Of course I know that. :)
but the newest thing I've learnt is that nostalgia is sometimes absolutely ridiculous as well, coz here you are thinking of an awesome time gone by with some amazing people. And then it hits you, all of a sudden that not only have they moved on, but they are completely different people now. And missing/thinking about them is like thinking of a person who does not exist anymore, not in that way at least. Yes, even when the nostalgia is normal and totally justifiable, you get jerked back to the reality that nothing and no one is as they used to be... And that maybe, just maybe, it's for the best. And that you've grown apart as well.
Oh well, just some random thoughts, while thinking of 3 years ago. And the people. And the absence of who they used to be and how they would not understand me now.
A time to move on, a time to move on, and perhaps a time to grow apart from some memories of some people, knowing they may not make it to the future, even if they will be missed and remembered for the good ol' times, when we were all innocent and young and new.
Too much water under the bridge I guess. Too much.
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