Soon!

Soon. . .
soon I shall convince myself to care for u in a more not-in-love way. Of course I'll love you just as much, but in a different way. Soon.

Soon I shall get some work, and earn a bit. Enough to get some work ex and be able to support my expenditures at least.

Soon I shall figure out a healthy life, and get it on track!

Soon I'll do something awesome in this world.

I'm quite sure about everything except for the first one. That one's gonna need all my persuasion skills and skewed logic! :) But soon. . . because I should, not because I want to. Coz I don't want to stop loving you.