My mind still tells me to just let it go. And the heart refuses (except when it agrees, but isn't able to do it anyway).

Hmmm. . . looks like this is taking longer than I thought. Need to find something that would take me away (although, DO I want to be taken away?)

It's not pessimistic to say that nothing is going to work out (like magic!), just realistic (ugh, not one of my strongest points!).

Let time take it's own time to get me through this. Coz I know it's love forever, just hoping it can mature to a admiration-and-friendship-only based love. . eventually.