Changes and thoughts right now

Tired and frustrated sometimes. . . occasionally more often that necessary. . .

Sometimes weak, sometimes inefficient too. . . sometimes everything I shouldn't be. . .

But I want to be a better me. . . . want it each day. . . And I want it enough to go through the process for it too! Processes that are frustrating sometimes, but usually the most unique and wonderful ones I can hope for.

Trying to grow enough to fit the person I want to be. . .

Sometimes I don't do the best I can. . . and sometimes even the best is not enough. . . And that's the wonderful part of growing! I realize each day how much more I can grow. . sometimes I don't too. . . I make my own mistakes and it's ok

De-cluttering my life right now. . . sorting through thoughts. Fears and mindsets. . . beliefs and attitudes. Removing the non-required and introducing what I want to be a part of me. De-cluttering it all so that there's space and calmness for something new, something I want! :)

And eventually, I want to develop into a person who I would want to look up to. . someone real, someone better . . but someone who is still definitely ME!!

Not making much sense here possibly, in a strange mode [read: not a phase] and random trains of thought. But somewhere, my mind and heart are aligning to make a better me so that I can do the best I can. . . and support the people I should and want to!