Tum ho toh. . .

This one reminds me of you every time!! :)

Tum ho toh
gaata hai dil,
Tum nahin
toh geet kahan. . .
Tum ho toh
hai sab haasil. . 
Tum nahin toh kya hai yahan. .
Tum ho toh hai
sapnon ke jaisa haseen ek samaa

Jo tum ho toh
ye lagta hai,

ki mil gayee har khushi. .

Jo tum na ho
ye lagta hai,
ke har khushi mein hai kamee. . 
Tum ko hai maangti
ye zindagiii…..

Tum ho toh
raahein bhi hain. .
Tum nahin
toh rastey kahan. . 
Tum ho toh
yahan sab hi hain. . 
Tum nahin
toh kya hai yahan. . 
Tum ho toh hai har
ek pal meherbaan ye jahaan

Jo tum ho toh
hawa main bhi. . 
Mohabbaton ka rang hai
Jo tum na ho
toh phir koi 
na josh na umang hai
Tum mille toh milli
ye zindagiii…..

I'm happy!

It's been a good day with appointments! :)

And I'm kinda getting out of my phase-ish mode!! :) :)

'Find peace with yourself by accepting not only what you are, but what you are never going to be'

The butterfly effect is. . . a crazy logical insane reasoning given for all current circumstances.

I know it's a phase, and you will probably not want to talk or meet. . . 

And somehow, I'm okay with it!

Step 1: List issues/problems/challenges/pending work.

Step 2: Solve them

SIGNS!

All said and done, I AM an emotional kid sometimes!

And I like it!

Whiskey Lullaby

She put him out

like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart,

he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away 

a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough 

to get her off his mind

Until the night

He put that bottle to his head 

and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away her memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength he had to get up off his knees
We found him with his face down in the pillow
With a note that said I'll love her till I die
And when we buried him beneath the willow
The angels sang a whiskey lullaby

(Sing lullaby)

The rumors flew 

but nobody knew how much she blamed herself
For years and years 

she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath
She finally drank her pain away 

a little at a time
But she never could get drunk enough 

to get him off her mind
Until the night

She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger
And finally drank away his memory
Life is short but this time it was bigger
Than the strength she had to get up off her knees
We found her with her face down in the pillow
Clinging to his picture for dear life

We laid her next to him beneath the willow
While the angels sang a whiskey lullaby

for one more day

The days grow wings. .  become firds, flock together and fly away. . .

I love you every day

Perdonare

The truth is, there is no line. There's only your life, how you mess it up, and who's there to save you.

Or who isn't.

It's not so much, what's the point? It's more like, what's the difference?

Blundering back to God.

You're lookin' in someone's eyes, you suddenly realize

That this could be the start of something big

Gosh, the whole book is so amazing. I could write it down word for word. Each syllable is simple, but has a ring of reality and love to it. Every simple sentence, ever single word. 

It makes me wish, that I have it all for one more day Just one more.

Reciprocation

I have ceased to care for non-reciprocated love. . . 

No, hang on, that's not true!!

I have ceased to let non-reciprocation be a determining criteria for my love for you. . .

Yeap, now THAT'S true! If you don't love me back, it's not gonna change anything, coz I'm gonna love you just the same!!!

And. . . you'll never even know it!!

I refuse!

I refuse to live without love!

:: And I mean love as a feeling, which can be felt for anyone, and exists in different forms. Not just the kinky love! ;) ::

Tum

Pehli saans
Mere din ki pehli dhoop
Chaand ki pehli kiran

Pehla geet
Baarish ki pehli boond
Tum sheeth ki pehli kampan
Usne bheja tumhe mere liye...
Soone dil ki tum dhadkan....


Saanson mein jo mere kwaabon mein jo... woh ho tum....
Raaton mein jo meri baaton mein jo....woh ho tum....

Pehli saans
Phoolon ki tum khushboo
Pehli jeet tum pehli haar..

Pehla geet 
Phoolon ki pehli raat
Tum hi ho mera pehla pyaar.......

Usne bheja tumhe mere liyee...
Mere dil ki tum dulhan

Saanson mein jo mere kwaabon mein jo... woh ho tum....
Raaton mein jo meri baaton mein jo....woh ho tum....woh ho tum.......

Saanson mein jo mere kwaabon mein jo... woh ho tum....
Raaton mein jo meri baaton mein jo....woh ho tum....

New new!!

I'm going to re-do my room!! Woohoo!! 

Thinking of so many cool things I can do there. :)

Anddd. .  I'm gonna join Yoga, coz I want to, and at 6 30 a.m. coz I should!! :P

Super excited!

:)

Ending a lot of things right now

Emotions, attitudes, habits, perspectives. . .

It's time to turn over a new leaf. . learn to live and be happy.

It's time to just breathe.

You know, life is quite simple really. Until we complicate it so much!